ILY GOD <3

"Be still sad heart and cease repining;
for behind those clouds is the sun still shining."

AS USUAL...

When will this stop ? T_T

Did it mean something? 0_o

Wow, watta dream i had last night. It was so spooky. I think it's conveying something. I really can't get it out of my head since this morning. It felt so real.

It went like this...

I was in a church seminar. A church seminar that was organized to tackle about the rumored unrest souls staying in our neighbors backyard.(yeah, that's why i said bizzare) Then while sitting at the church, i saw three old college classmates. After seeing them i chose to go out. When i was outside, the rain poured so hard! yes, it was really a hard and heavy rain! I didn't go back to the church but instead walked my way to the street and tried to wait for a cab. Hours had passed and I still didn't find a taxi. While waiting, i saw two of my highschool classmates. They were with bunch of guys. I wanted to ask them if we can ride the first cab to arrive together but it seems they don't know me at all. :( I was already soaking and the rain continued to pour. Then a taxi pass but it didn't notice any of us. The second taxi finally noticed me but it was running so fast that it stopped really far from where i am. So i had to run to it but before i reached it, a dog was barking at me. I don't know what's wrong with the dog that it kept on following me. I was already scared then all of a sudden the dog bit me in the legs!!! :( Then my dream ended. 0_o (I was never been bitten by a dog in real life so maybe that part made it feel so real. So real that it woke me up!)

I searched for the meaning and here's what i found...

STRONG RAIN-Dark clouds and a heavy downpour indicate feelings of isolation and helplessness. On the other hand, the heavy downpour could represent unconscious materials and emotions attempting to enter the dreamer's conscious mind.

DOG-An aggressive dog can mean you're feeling afraid or threatened (often by a perceived emotional threat) in your real life.

TAXI-Accomplishing something, moving forward, or getting somewhere in the context of your life, with the help of someone else.The way you have moved forward during a certain time in your life.A transition between two events or phases (represented in the dream by the origin and the destination)

WOW...INDEED, IT MEANT SOMETHING. T_T

A week long post...

It's sunday already? God, Time is moving way too fast!!! (le sigh) I haven't posted anything here for the past 6 days so I'm gonna boil down everything in this entry. well not that many things happened to me. LOL. just my typical week with random things to share :)

The most significant thing ever hit me this week? Susan Boyle's Moment! Yeah, Susan Boyle hit me, hit me hard, hit me big time! I was really moved by her performance and geeeez I even shed some tears. ;p Maybe because I felt terrible about how this world view people, they look and size you up and pretty much on your outward appearance. :'c Susan's moment was really a wake up call for everyone. I get the feeling that it's not just for her talent, but more so for the humanity of the situation. Click this link if u haven't seen her. For those people who have their dreams broken, ya better think of Susan. ;) Good thing now she got her chance, despite her age. Her song tells it all, be sure to read the lyrics at the sidebar there. :)

Another thing captivated me this week was SCRAPBLOG!!! lol. If i was so addicted with polyvore last month, i am mega addicted with this thing now. lol. I really love scrapbooking and most of my friends know that. So Thank God i can do it now on my lappy. I won't have to do all the cutting and all the messing then. haha :) I already made several pages for my friends and i wanna share one of my masterpiece here. :)))

Going on, I'm also frustrated this week. huhu I wasn't able to control myself! Stupid Idiot me! I ATE ONE HUGE TUPPERWARE OF SALAD!!! I mean the dessert salad, with all the cheeses and creams. GOSH... I guess i'm really weak when it comes to desserts! :'c At first I didn't realize that i'm the only person eating it for the past couple of days coz' everyone was never home. . :'( i guess i shouldn't eat for next week. ha! yes, i won't! i'l try my best. LOL

Anyway, mother's day is coming. Ya got any plans for your mom? Gawd i still don't know what to give or what to do. I really want to make it special coz' it's my first mother's day with her since i moved here.. Right now, I'm thinking of a surprise! wish me luck! :)

Joyeuses Pâques :)

It's Happy Easter in french :D Happy Easter everyone! Hope everybody really celebrated the true meaning of Easter :)

Anyway, I'm kinda sad now though. Me and mom just finished talking about our traditions before and we miss it, I MISS IT. We used to visit churches, it's a holy week tradition we call "bisita iglesia". We go to thirteen churches and then we make our way of the cross in every church. Yes it sounds tiring but when you do it, all you can think is the meaning of what you're doing, and it's definitely honoring and remembering Jesus Christ's sacrifices for us.

Anyway, I'm really puzzled on what's the connection of the bunnies and eggs with easter and how did it originate. So I googled it and here's what I found...

CLICK THIS LINK IF U'R INTERESTED

HAPPY EASTER!!! :)

Just to end it all...

So today was a pretty long day for me... ONLINE.lol I've been facing my laptop since yesterday and it's almost lunch today :D jeeeez... I got so hooked with POLYVORE!!! I think I'm really having polyvor-itis already! HAHA! I really love making sets especially that I'm making it for my friends. I'm still not that good though but I really love searching and then matching the items. Today I finished three sets for anj, ellen and riza :D I just hope they liked it :D Anyhoo, I also enjoyed chatting with bayot *gay* anj! haha! She was drooling in polyvore too! haaaay I really miss my crazy gay friends. (ok2 wlai miss miss sa army lage!haha) Anyway, I would like to share my first two sets here, just visit my polyvore site to see more :D

Btw, those sets are for their fine dining :D Anyway, I just visited my pet in petso. I was LMAO when i saw brody surrounded with flies. jeeez I realized I haven't been there for two days already. HAHA! So instead of finally taking my sleep, I opted to play first. ha! :) And hey, I want to introduce brody here. He needs a shades too, don't you think? HAHA!

-------------------------------> "I want his shades too :p"

Today...

Today, I wanted to travel. I wanted to be in NY and LA. I wanted to see Times Square and see Hollywood. I wanted to go to places where celeb sitings are pretty usual.

Today, I wanted to record a video with me singing HALO and then broadcast it in youtube. lol It's my friend's fault. She just told me i sang the song pretty well. LMAO. maybe she was just messing with me :@

Today, I wanted to tell my mom to buy me a new phone. The Blackberry storm I just saw last week in the mall. But I thought of maybe not the right time to do so coz' she keeps on telling me we need to save! :@ OKAY.

Today, I wanted to tell Shoti Te "Thank You" for remembering my birthday. Some connections in FB told me. ha! I miss you 2 shot. I miss everybody. But I'm not ready yet. *dli pko payat! ROFLMAO!

Today, I thought of visiting BC but I can't go alone. I don't know which way to head.

Today, I wanted to enroll in a school for filmmaking. I'm really eager to learn the science of filmmaking. I actually talked to my mom about it. I just wish all that we talked about will fall into place someday.

Today, I wanted to eat pizza. I wanted to taste pinkberry. I thought of finally singing the pinkberry song in their store while I'm eating my pinkberry :p

Today, I didn't get anything I wanted.

19 Things for my 19th

Good Morning Cyberworld! It's finally my birthday! I'm now 19 and feels like a fetus. haha :P Since it's my birthday, I can wish whatever I want to wish. ha!:D However, things such as houses, travels and cars are not included here coz' as much as possible I want to wish things that are "somehow" not that impossible for me to attain anytime soon. :D

So basically these stuffs I got here are stuffs I really don't need at the moment but I would love to have (i wish) for my birthday. :)

By the way, this list will go on forever. haha! Unless I already have them of course. LOL don't worry I'll keep you posted! (fingers crossed)

1.LAP DESK - Well, I kinda need this actually :P
2.LEATHER JACKET(brown or black)- I'm dying to have since forever!
3.COLLEGE SWEATSHIRTS- Okay so I'm really loving sweatshirts since I moved here. But poor me, I only got one! hahaha! Anyway, what I want is a Stanford or a Harvard Sweatshirt! :D
4.NEW TEES- See those tees?? Gimme!!!! haha
5.DVD SERIES- Any of these : Project Runway, America's Next TM Cycle 1-3, Sex and the City the complete series
6.PLAID SCARVES- I love them big time!
7.GRIFFIN iKARAOKE- I'm really curious on how this thing works so I really wanna try it. haha:P
8.BLACKBERRY STORM- I'll be damn :D
9.COLORFUL BINS- I kinda need this one too :P
10.SCRAPBOOKING GUIDES- Infinite appreciation :)
11.DIARY/PLANNER- I already have one but I want a new one. haha :)
12.TFC SUBSCRIPTION- T_T jeeeez I miss ASAP, wowowee, all kapamilya shows!!! But I thank God for YOUTUBE!!!
13.PINKBERRY- like really really want this!!!
14.NEW WATCH- I've been wearing this one watch like forever now. hahaI know poor thing! :(
15.POLKA SOCKS- yes, u read it right! :D
16.I AM SASHA FIERCE album of Beyonce
17.GODIVA CHEESECAKE- mygod... 0_o
18.DINGDONG CORNCHIPS - hahaha I really miss this! HAHA :(
19.FLIP MINO HD- I'll be the happiest creature on earth! haha! i saw it on Oprah that's why haha! And they're really cute!!! :)

So Touched and So Happy...

Yes, that's how i feel right now. I just got a very unexpected present from those people i really consider so dear to my heart. They just gave me a present which isn't in anything they could have given me that I would love more for this birthday. It's the best gift ever! In fact my birthday is still hours from now but they've already made it extra mega special. Thank you so much guys. It meant the world to me. Jera I know you're the mind behind it all, I hate you! I hate you for giving me something too much. That video really brought tears to my eyes!!! darn! To those faces i saw and to those voices i hear in the video, Thank you!!! You guys are really awesome and funny for making that, I was laughing and crying while watching!!! (crazy huh?LOL)

Anyway, I really don't know what to say right now... my words at this moment are not enough. All i wanna do is shout my thank yous and hope it will all reach you!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!

(People in the video)

PS: Je I know u'l read this, send me the videos so that i can post it here too :)

Ultimate Bday Wishes :)

NOT JUST FOR ME BUT FOR EVERYBODY!
For my family, for those friends I terribly miss, for my new friends and for all the people who definitely deserve these.
This may sound a cliche but I think the best wishes you could ask for yourself are these three:))

facial hair madness 0-0

Okay so I think I'm really liking men with this kind of facial hair. I don't know but I really find it sexy and attractive. I think a man with this kind of look really catches my attention, easily! hahaha! But hey, I do know that they have to shave it every now and then :P

Anyway,

See my kind of eye candy? they got it too! :D

Chace & Brody

Then if you can spare a couple of minutes, watch this video i made. See how ridiculously attractive these two are. haha :P

GGLunatic Mode ^.^

"ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL"

Damn! I really adore N and B! Sorry to those Chair buffs but I think N and B are destined! Chair just started because of a meaningless sex behind a limo which wasn't in the first place even supposed to happen! N and B forever! <3 Okay so I'm posting GG here. haha! I just can't hold my emotions! hahaha! This was supposed to be my reaction for the last monday's episode. That pond scene was so adorable!!! Gosh. Anyway, this photo i got here isn't that pond kiss scene but it's still cute though. :)

Reliving Childhood :D

Most people say that childhood memories are the best memories we got as a human person. They are as unique and special as we are and remembering those days is like visiting a garden where colors are brighter and softer and everything seemed so light and stress free.

Anyway, a friend of mine just posted a blog wherein she list down the things she misses most about her childhood. All the crazy, fun and young things she had done before, stuff like that. Well...reading her blog, I thought of why not make my own version, ha! I got plenty of fun memories to share myself! haha :D

When I was a kiddo, I can really say I got the best kitchen playsets a young girl could ever ask for! haha! I'm not bragging or what, I just love love love those memories with me playing those mini sets! haha! I remember my friends coming to our house to check what's new with my sets and we love playing "the fastfood chain stuff" wherein we play as waitresses and costumers. I'm usually the chef and the counter girl. ha! :D But the best part of it was us using leaves as our money! hahaha i remember my grandma getting mad at us because we used to pluck leaves from her plants :D hahaha sorry Lola :)

Another unforgettable part of my childhood was this muddy/sloppy pathway we used to trail on our way to school! haha! i guess most kids in our village will never forget that small alley. When it rains, that alley turns into this hell of muds!!! hahaha! And since it's the shortest and fastest way to school, many kids in our place follow that way and i'm one of those kids!!! haha! So we always pray that it won't rain coz' if it rains, we have to change our route or sadly we have to follow that pathway and just try our best to reach the school with our shoes still clean! hahaha! And oh btw, my school was near our house so obviously, we just walk our way to it :) ( mai, remember this?. haha)

These next memories i got would be i guess every child's most unforgettable memories. Remember those days when you first played in the rain with your friends? or those days when you wore your shirts/blouses or shorts inside out? or those days that you peed on your bed? or even on your pants? hahahaha well I'm guilty with the last two. hahaha :D Actually, I still got plenty of fun memories to share but I don't wanna make this too long so that's just it :)

Well anyway, it is healthy for us to relive those days once in a while. They can be a chill pill for us, you know to relax and laugh. It is important for us to take our minds away from a lot of negative things happening in the world today and just you know, be young and joyful:)

"The older I grow the more earnestly I feel that the few joys of childhood are the best that life has to give."
~Ellen Glasgow

4 years old pic in my mom's wallet:)

ONE WORD ONLY! :D

I'm bored. :p

1. Where is your gadget? table
2. Your significant other? unknown
3. Your hair? long
4. Your mother? working
5. Your father? far
6. Your favorite thing? mirror
7. Your dream last night? nothing
8. Your favorite drink? juice
9. Your dream/goal? togetherness
10. The room you're in? simple
11. Your church? catholic
12. Your fear? death
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? LA
14. Where were you last night? house
15. What you're not? Forward
16. Muffins? chocol8chips
17. One of your wish list items? car :P
18. Where you grew up? Davao
19. The last thing you did? TV
20. What are you wearing? shirt
21. Your TV? silver
22. Your phone? cool
23. Your computer? bestbud
24. Your life? bumpy
25. Your mood? relax
26. Missing someone? absolutely
27. Your car? none
28. Something you're not wearing? shoes
29. Favorite store? St.Laurent
30. Your summer? house
31. Like(love) someone? yes
32. Your favorite color? blue
33. Last time you laughed? now
34. Last time you cried? yesterday
35. Who will re post this? anyone

Where Are You?

I just took this "Who Is Your Soulmate?" quiz on facebook and it says I belong to someone with class. ha! For me, it isn't necessarily to be like that but I must admit, I somehow like the idea. haha :D

The exact result was "Your future lover should be someone with class. You belong with someone polite and never afraid to admit their mistakes. He will help you see the good in life and appreciate everything."

Wherever you are, COME OUT COME OUT!!!

Midnight Survey :D

It's now 12+ midnight and I just wanna put something here before I sleep. Ha! Survey time again! :D

DRAMA 08

was there lots of drama? -Yes! A big YES. It was one heck of a year for me!
did you start any? -Aw it wasn't like a "fight drama", it was more of self-drama!
if so, why? -Hmmm... it was just depressing and all :D
was there drama over relationships? -No
did you lose a friend over drama? - yeah i guess
were you stuck in between drama? -Most of the time

LOVE 08
did you have a crush that you`ll never forget? -Yes. All of my crushes actually. HAHA!
did you tell someone you love them? -Yes. I love doing that :)
how many people did you have a crush on? -HAHA so many!!!! are celebrities included? haha! :D

FRIENDS 08
did you make any new friends? -Yes
did you lose any friends? -Hell yeah!
have you ever dated your bestfriend?- i dont hav a guy bestfriend:D
how was it? -haha i'm straight. :D

CHANGING 08
have you changed? -Yes :) but more on the physical aspect:D
have you changed for a current person? -Some of me
do you have different color hair then beginning of school? -I dyed my hair Jan.20, Pres. Obama's Inauguration. HAHA!
do you have different friends? -wat do u mean?
have you learned anything new? -A big YES.
have you learned anything about girls/boys that you wish you always knew? -hmm.. think so

RANDOMS
whens your birthday? -April 5
whats your favorite song? - i always find this question the hardest!!! :( got plenty! but right now, i'm loving Sara Bareilles and Colbie Caillat's music.
what song reminds you of that special person? -The little things by colbie caillat
whats your name? -Kristine, Ma. Kristine to be exact
do you have a brother?- No
who do you miss the most? - my dad and my ateneo friends... T_T

A very cute memoir :)

My very very very dear friend Jera gave this very cute pin to me before I left Philippines. I was so touched when I got this. :) But what's really interesting was the story behind this gift. It was pretty funny for me. HAHAHA! The night before my departure I told Jera that I'm gonna stop by at their house before my flight coz' I'm gonna leave some stuff to her(FYI, jera and I live in the same vicinity). My flight schedule was 5:15 in the morning. I planned to leave the house with my uncle when 3 strikes and unfortunately it was already pass 2am that I got ready so I decided not to go anymore at Jera's house. I just thought of leaving the stuffs to my father so he'll be the one to give it to Jera.

On the other side, I didn't know that Jera was still waiting for me in their house. As far as I can remember I told her that i will no longer stop by but she's telling me now that I didn't tell her. I also had no idea she was planning to give me something. So going back, she kept on waiting for me and time had passed. I didn't really know that she was waiting so I didn't bother also texting her and I also didn't mind my phone that time.

These next happenings were according to her already and a bit complicated, but i'll try my best to uncomplicate it.haha! So she told me that she immediately went to our house when I wasn't answering any of her text messages and phone calls. HAHA she ran her way to our house and take note it was 4am!!! haha! Unfortunately, I was no longer there. So she left the gift which is this pin put in a small bag in our gate. She then contacted my father who was also unaware that I already left the house! haha yeah, my own father didn't know. I really planned on not telling him coz' I dont want him to go with me to the airport and also I already bid my adieu to him like gazillion times already. haha! And I also left him a letter and everything was there :) So anyway going back, since Jera texted him, he was now informed! My father then hurriedly took his way home and then just found out I was really no longer there. He took what Jera had left in our gate and he then called my uncle's phone. Luckily, I haven't boarded the plane yet. I guess you guys can predict what happened next. :)

I really appreciate this gift je! It means a lot. It has a story with it!:D I'm gonna keep this for life just like our friendship :)

Meme of Fives

Ha! So here's the thing, if I post Memes, Surveys whichever, that only means I have nothing to write about at the moment. haha:D Anyhoo, today's meme is all about some random fives i currently have :)

5 Things Found In My Bag

1. Mirror
   
2. Wallet
   
3. Pen
   
4. Comb
   
5. Cellphone
   

5 Things Found In My Wallet

1. Old college photos
   
2. 2 bills and some coins
   
3. Receipts
   
4. A letter
   
5. My mom's id :D
   

5 Things Found In My Room

1. Bed
2. Laptop
3. Table
   
4. Scrapbooks
   
5. Frames with photos
   

5 Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do

1. hosting & directing
   
2. travel with my fam whole again
   
3. see europe with friends
   
4. snowshoeing! :D
   
5. manage my own business
   

5 Things I’m Currently Into

1. Blogging
2. Short films
   
3. Twitter and Facebook
   
4. Couch potato-ing! ha! I love DVD nights til morning!:D
   
5. POLYVORE and can i make it six?
   
6. my mom's tinola! LOL :D

And oh btw, i also made this in relation with my birthday! i was born on the 5th day of April and yes it's coming up! :D

Dear friend I terribly miss,

I think of you.

There is no day I don't miss you.

I'm sorry I've been out of touch.

I know there are gazillion ways to be in touch but there is this part of me that chose not to do so :(

I know u'll be great even without me.

I always wish you HAPPINESS and I hope somehow you know that.

You'll never be forgotten my friend and
I believe one day we'll meet again.

I just wish that the memories we had were enough for you not to forget me.

In case you miss me too, just so you know that it's always not more than how much
I MISS YOU.